Back in September I had a long awaited Rheumatology appointment and after several years of experiencing symptoms, many of which have been progressively worsening, the Consultant diagnosed me with Sjogrens Syndrome.

Although SS primarily attacks the glands in the body it has other symptoms which can be very difficult to deal with. The worst symptoms for me have been persistent arthralgia in my hands, wrists, elbows, and knees, as well as overwhelming fatigue and GI issues. Coupled with the situation of a Pandemic and the challenge of raising young energetic children, you could say that 2020 has been challenging (understatement)!

Being diagnosed with a serious illness is never easy, but in some ways it brings a measure of relief. I am trying a medication which can take up to six months to work. It doesn’t seem to be helping me yet. My pain levels are always worse during wet or cold weather of which we have an abundance here in Wales. I am praying the medication will start to help me otherwise there are few options available apart from pain management, pacing, rest, and gentle exercise.

There is also the possibility of SS occurring alongside other conditions which I am trying not to worry about.

If this illness has taught me anything it is that I need Jesus to help me. Without Him I am without strength and without hope. My faith in Him has been an anchor for my soul and the comfort of His presence has brought me joy.

Suffering through longterm illness has also taught me thankfulness for the little things. A pain free day; praise God! A good night’s sleep; thank God. A gentle walk outside or playing and cuddles with the children. Pain medication and hot baths. A supportive and domesticated husband. Good food. Joint household visits with my sister’s family. Scripture reading. Prayer. Christian music. A text from a friend. These things are all blessings from God that help me to bear up under the strain of illness and pain.

I have occasional days where I feel absolutely fine and I could conquer the world but they are few and far between. At the moment my pain levels are very high. I am struggling to type this on my phone because of wrist and hand pain but I felt it was time to share and to ask friends who share my faith for their prayers.

Thanks be to God who is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. The LORD is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble. He knows those who put their trust in Him.

Thanks for reading.

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